I have been messing around with freecodecamp and front-end development for about 2 years now on and off. I received my bachelors in management last May and realized I had no idea what I wanted to do like many others. I accepted a job as an IT helpdesk analyst and have felt stuck and miserable since. I get anxious just thinking about my job and it has kind of ruined my motivation to do anything else.
I have made the decision to put in my two weeks tomorrow…even though unemployment is soaring currently. It’s risky but I have to get out, clear my head and define a plan going forward that will land me in a happier place.
While I have been remote the past month, I have reset my progress on freecodecamp and picked up a couple javascript courses online. I plan to really focus in on learning the concepts and stop worrying about completion as I have done in the past. I want to build out a portfolio I can be confident in and start landing some work. I may need another job for the time being but someday soon this won’t be a hobby anymore. Thanks for reading…posting anything publicly makes me uneasy but I needed to put this in writing.
Congrats for your first “real” work experiment ! I mean not as a student
Even if it sucks it stays an experiment, don’t take it too hard
What’s the problem with your current job ? Could you explain these feelings (to yourself) ?
Is it with the content of your work ? with the environment ? with your capacities ?
The earning is not so attractive maybe ? Are you anxious of something which doesn’t happen yet ?
Could you learn the stuff you want and build new skills with your job as the same time ?
Keep some earning during learning ?
It can be harder to be fully into something and go deep into your head with no minimum material sufficiency but, I completely agree with the fact that work can be painful…dont forget that no job should be static/eternal
Good luck with your inner self quest and have good time with learning
You can totally do this. Just believe you can do it and YOU absolutely CAN do anything. Take it slow and with a smile The best of luck! Have a wonderful time!