I have a job as a Front-end Web developer and learned some Wordpress but I resigned. The reason is because I feel like I’m not progressing my skills and my boss gets frustrated with me because i’m not productive and can’t finish task in a timely-manner. I am not motivated to get up and go to work, i’m not happy and feel depressed. Now, I want to study and practice again Fulltime.
I haven’t much progress for past few months because i’m constantly jumping technology to study e.g. C# to PHP, PHP to NodeJS, NodeJS to PHP(Wordpress) and now both PHP(OOP/Laravel) and Javascript(React). Actually, I have a good basic knowledge with programming but I haven’t finished a single app to put on my portfolio that covers the most common aspect of an fullstack app like CRUD/Restful API, data form handling, data validation and database etc. because I always get stuck for hours sometimes whole day, feels frustrated and feels like very messy to continue the project (api not yet pushed).
I paused what i’ve been doing for the mean time and get some words from people here. I want to restart and correct what I’ve been doing wrong. I want to follow some paths/guides for getting a remote job Fullstack/Backend except front-end because I easily get bored doing some UI/UX and i’m not good at it.
I need some advice, motivation , guides, suggestions.
incase you want to see some of my projects.
portfolio site: https://jayrexacilo.github.io/ (not done)
old portfolio: https://ajayrexluega.github.io/
project links:
-https://jayrexacilo.github.io/Projects/JavaScript%20Calculator/
-https://jayrexacilo.github.io/Projects/Pomodoro%20Clock/
-https://jayrexacilo.github.io/Projects/Wikipedia%20Viewer/
sorry for my english, it’s not my native language.
PS: I saw this topic I got a job as a remote fullstack developer! and it inspires me because i’m also a private/introvert person. Need some clear paths