No habib, you’re definitely not alone
Thank you so much for reading. Try structuring your goals in terms of these quests and break them into subtasks.
I want to become a Front-End Developer
Pick a project that forces you to begin learning these things, and don’t study anything apart from that. I recommend the TodoMVC project, a todo-list with cool functionality. Completing this will force you to learn by Googling everything, you won’t need a single book or course.