Hey, life is much more than a career, especially now when you have little kid. So whether you change your mind and continue with coding or do some other job, I wish you all the best…
I am sorry for all the trouble you went through and I wish you all the best in your future endeavors but there’s no reason to feel bad about whatsoever, you tried and it didn’t workout for you that’s what life is about.
They say life is like a roller coaster it has it’s ups and downs, it has it’s ups and downs but it’s your choice to scream or enjoy the ride.
Be grateful for you all the things you have and move on.